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twelve oh five, sunday morning, the air's cool outside you and i sit in the same place the couch the great divide maybe i've made a mistake being here tonight i don’t mind, all this will end if i make it to sunrise i hate watching movies that scare me too much but all films are frightening sometimes after all what good's a story that you know the ending to i live in the past cause it's easier than working out what i'm going to do what scares me the most in realizing that is that i still don't know what that means
2.
you've got a lot of nerve to ask me how i am as if you don't already know and your mouth's got a lot to say about what i've done wrong but your ears are both sewn shut so when you ask me if something’s wrong well, all i can think is you'd better believe there is i've heard it all a thousand times; you're tired of being sad as if you're the only one i've held my tongue for way too long, but you're vain to see things any other way i think it's really funny the only solution is one where it all ends perfectly for you how could you do all the things that you did to me knowing the things that i told you about me and still have the nerve to act like i'm painting you as the bad guy?
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dogs (live) 04:15
if we were both dogs in a shelter i'd be a black and white mutt aged and weary with a lazy right eye and you'd be a labrador puppy already housetrained and good with kids and you'll soon go to a friendly, loving home while i'll be fated to a life sentence here. i'd look out hopefully at the families passing through and give them all my cutest stares but i know that it won't be enough because i know that my best couldn't hold a candle to yours. and the hardest part of all of this is that i can't even have the satisfaction of being angry and upset and pissed off at you because i know it won't do me any good and deep down inside of me i'm happy for you.
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i wasn't there for you i must admit but you should've seen my eyes light up when i saw your name on the ticket "that's so punk rock," is what my roommate said i just laughed and nodded my head on the way there i make jokes about transylvania and the count but humor's always been a crutch for me and self control's never been something i've had very much of i thought that seeing you up there bathed in all the lights and sounds would help me figure out the things in my head but man, oh man i've never been so wrong the only record ever ruined for me was done by the girl who wrote it, who i'll never meet you made me want to smoke cigarettes, you made me want to drink whiskey but even if your love was unconditional, it still wouldn’t save me
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and even though i've read this book several times before i always forget how it goes. but in spite of this, whenever i reach the end of it i'm never surprised by the twist. but at least i can say that every time i read it it's just as exciting as the first. ... how can you say after all these years you don't want to see my face anymore? why can't you see what you're doing to me? well, i sure hope you're happier this way

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an iphone recording of my first show in about a year on july 22, 2017 at the firkin tavern in portland, oregon. it's not very good, but it's not awful either.

i'm really only putting this here because i'm out of space on soundcloud and some friends wanted to hear it. you've been warned!

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released July 30, 1917

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melfry is an actual goat who somehow learned how to operate a guitar.

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